Sticky R.

When I said to R. that he can come at home for a while,
I was so nice.

Every evening he is waiting for me for dinner that he had prepared.
Each time that I come to my flat, he is behind the door, opening it and saying bloody hello.
Leaving me notes on the morning, wishing me a bloody good day...
Everytime that I am working, he is hanging around,
talking to me or staring at me.
He always trys to act like in a bloody american sitcom where everyone is so happy.
He is so nice that he become a fella of my ex...

I have to move on july to my next house,
I don't know how but he is coming to live with me !

But now I really want him to leave !!!!

I think that I am gonna consider more seriously the job offer.
I think that he will have to leave the city to escape from him.

I want my loneliness and my darkness back,
I am a rude, unhappy misbehaving girl.
AND I LIKE IT !